Anguish

You used to hold me
You used to love me
Now you despise the very sight of me

I know you'll never forgive me
Understand me
Look back at your time with me
It kills me

I used to hold you
I still care for you
I did it for you
I shed more tears than i can count for you

I worry about you
My stomach tightens, at the very sight of you
But i know i will never be with you
Because of what i did to you